for those of you interested! ! !
i just read through all of my old
text posts and THANK GOD i`m
over that piece of shit and finally
happy. Like genuinely happy.
Sure people piss me off, and on
a rare occasion i`ll think of how
awful he was, but it`s really only
to compare that part of my life
to the part where i`m thriving. I
have literally the greatest guy
i`ve ever met in my life, and i`m
pretty positive he might end up
being my soulmate, which is
insane. plus i`ve finished
culinary school, which is uber
rad. now for the associates tho.
I`ve also weeded out all of the
bad seeds in my life. So I guess
you could say i`m truly happy.
Plus i have a kickass job that
i don`t dread going to, and all
of the people i used to be jealous
of or looked up to, or aspired to
be like look up to me, and envy
how put together my life is. And
i`m so fucking proud of myself.
i even have a dream for what i
want to do with the rest of my life.
it`s surreal. & never has the phrase
it gets better ever really resonated
with me until now. all of those times
in high school where i though i
wasn`t going to make it out alive
and that i would never be happy
again, i wish i could`ve shown
me then me now. & how happy i
am to be me.